'Gay aur Lesbains' ki hame samjh nahi aa sakti, kiunke hum un jese nahi. Mere liye ye baat hamesha aik mu'amma hi rahi.
Jo kahani likhne ja raha hun, woh mere liye aik film ki tarah hai. Main sirf aik 'viewer' tha.
Chicago main second year ki residency main roommates se tang aa ker main ne apna alag studio le liya. Mere peeche wali building main 2 apartments the. Aik main aik young ABCD Pakistani larka/larki couple (call them A and B) rehta tha. Dusre main larki ka cousin apne roommate ke saath rehta tha (call them X and Y).
Larka/Larki ka couple bhi ajeeb tha. Sarak pe khare ho ker bos-o-kinar kerte. Har sham bahoN main bahaiN daale walk kerte. Couple aik dusre se jitna piyar kerte the, saath ke dono 'boys' (X n Y) itna hi larte rehte the. Main un dono larkoN ko aksar bus stop ya neeche store pe larte dekhta. Aik larka guitar bajata tha. Dusre ka mujhe ilm nahi.
Main FOB tha. ABCDs ki mujhe samajh nahi aati thi. Meri shuru main unse 'Hi Hello' bas rasmi si thi magar phir kuch kuch dosti ho chali thi.
Mere apartment ki peechli khirki un ABCDs ki peechli khirki ke saamne khulti thi. woh aik floor neeche rehte the. Buildings ke beech choti si back alley thi. Couple (A and B) ki khirki hamesah khuli rehti. Unko privacy se koi sarokaar na tha. Magar dono larkoN (X and Y) ki khirki hamesha band rehti.
Aik din main hospital se wapas aaya to larki TV pe kuch dekh rahi thi. Woh topless thi aur apne nipples se play ker rahi thi (I assume she was watching porn). Chicago ki sardiaN thi. Andhera ho chala tha. Main ne apne apartments ki lights off ki aur 'show' dekhne laga. Itne main larki ka boyfriend/Husband (Mr. B) aa gaya. ... I watched their live lovemaking.
Mere liye ye sab abnormal tha - magar unke liye normal tha!
Kuch dinoN baad unko kahiN se pata laga, main Pakistan ja raha hun. Larki ne mujh se kaha, meri aik dost ki shadi hai. Tum uski Diamond ki ring Pakistan se la sako ge? Main ne kaha le aaun ga.
[Main Rebecca (here) ke liye larkioN wala saman laane hi wala tha.]
Main Pakistan se wapas aaya to pata laga larki ke bhai (Mr. X) ne 'suicide attempt' kiya hai - aur hospital main hai. .. Tab mujhe pata laga woh larka aur uska roomate Gay the - aur laraii bhi isi baat pe hoti thi ke us ka lover/roommate kisi aur larke ke ishq main girafter tha.
Aur main jis larki ke liye anghuti laya tha - uski engagement bhi aik larki se honi thi - jab mujhe 'izharre tashakkur', choti si ceremony main invite kiya gaya. Meri laai hui anghuti larki ne larki ko pehnaii. Wahan bohat se gay aur lesbian larke larkian the.
Mere liye ye sab kuch bohat naya tha. Main us raat apne bed pe leta sochta raha - ye kese rishte hain - jo unke liye bikul normal hain - aur hamare liye bilkul abnormal? Ye saare ke saare larke larkiyan achhe aur khubsurat inssan the - phir ye kiun?
I came to conclusion - I would never be able to explain this - I just need to accept them and treat them like other humans.
Jo kahani likhne ja raha hun, woh mere liye aik film ki tarah hai. Main sirf aik 'viewer' tha.
Chicago main second year ki residency main roommates se tang aa ker main ne apna alag studio le liya. Mere peeche wali building main 2 apartments the. Aik main aik young ABCD Pakistani larka/larki couple (call them A and B) rehta tha. Dusre main larki ka cousin apne roommate ke saath rehta tha (call them X and Y).
Larka/Larki ka couple bhi ajeeb tha. Sarak pe khare ho ker bos-o-kinar kerte. Har sham bahoN main bahaiN daale walk kerte. Couple aik dusre se jitna piyar kerte the, saath ke dono 'boys' (X n Y) itna hi larte rehte the. Main un dono larkoN ko aksar bus stop ya neeche store pe larte dekhta. Aik larka guitar bajata tha. Dusre ka mujhe ilm nahi.
Main FOB tha. ABCDs ki mujhe samajh nahi aati thi. Meri shuru main unse 'Hi Hello' bas rasmi si thi magar phir kuch kuch dosti ho chali thi.
Mere apartment ki peechli khirki un ABCDs ki peechli khirki ke saamne khulti thi. woh aik floor neeche rehte the. Buildings ke beech choti si back alley thi. Couple (A and B) ki khirki hamesah khuli rehti. Unko privacy se koi sarokaar na tha. Magar dono larkoN (X and Y) ki khirki hamesha band rehti.
Aik din main hospital se wapas aaya to larki TV pe kuch dekh rahi thi. Woh topless thi aur apne nipples se play ker rahi thi (I assume she was watching porn). Chicago ki sardiaN thi. Andhera ho chala tha. Main ne apne apartments ki lights off ki aur 'show' dekhne laga. Itne main larki ka boyfriend/Husband (Mr. B) aa gaya. ... I watched their live lovemaking.
Mere liye ye sab abnormal tha - magar unke liye normal tha!
Kuch dinoN baad unko kahiN se pata laga, main Pakistan ja raha hun. Larki ne mujh se kaha, meri aik dost ki shadi hai. Tum uski Diamond ki ring Pakistan se la sako ge? Main ne kaha le aaun ga.
[Main Rebecca (here) ke liye larkioN wala saman laane hi wala tha.]
Main Pakistan se wapas aaya to pata laga larki ke bhai (Mr. X) ne 'suicide attempt' kiya hai - aur hospital main hai. .. Tab mujhe pata laga woh larka aur uska roomate Gay the - aur laraii bhi isi baat pe hoti thi ke us ka lover/roommate kisi aur larke ke ishq main girafter tha.
Aur main jis larki ke liye anghuti laya tha - uski engagement bhi aik larki se honi thi - jab mujhe 'izharre tashakkur', choti si ceremony main invite kiya gaya. Meri laai hui anghuti larki ne larki ko pehnaii. Wahan bohat se gay aur lesbian larke larkian the.
Mere liye ye sab kuch bohat naya tha. Main us raat apne bed pe leta sochta raha - ye kese rishte hain - jo unke liye bikul normal hain - aur hamare liye bilkul abnormal? Ye saare ke saare larke larkiyan achhe aur khubsurat inssan the - phir ye kiun?
I came to conclusion - I would never be able to explain this - I just need to accept them and treat them like other humans.
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