Paida to main Lahore ke 'Shahi Mohalle' main hui thi. Shahi Mohalla kiun bolun 'Heera Mandi' hi keh lo! Main ne kis raat kis nutfe se janam liya, meri Ma ko nahi maalum tha - bus usne mere naam ke saath 'Malik' laga diya aur main 'R**** Malik' ban gai.
Meri Ma aik ajeeb aurat thi - aik taraf woh pesha kerne wali aurat thi - aur dusri taraf namaz roze ki paband. Ajeeb si baat thi.
Amma ke kai dost the - bulke yun kaho - kai yaar the. Unki badolat, Amma ko TV pe kaam mil gaya. Amma ne jab TV pe kaam kerna shuru kiya to use aehsaas huwa ke ye duniya bohat bari hai. Wahan Amma pe Canada se aane wala aik shaks aashiq ho gaya. Amma ne moqa ganimat jaana - usse se shadi ki - aur hum sab Canada aa gaye.
Amma ko dar tha ke bare Shahr main rahe to koi purana janne wala nikal aaye ga. Amma ki dua jo qabul hui thi - usne toba ker li thi. Hum sab Canada ke province Saskatchewan aa gaye. Main wahin, aik chote se town 'Prince Albert' main bari hui. Aik normal Canadian zindagi thi. Abhi high school main thi ke wahin Pakistan se University of Saskatchewan aane wale aik Pakistani se mohabbat aur shadi ho gai. Main high school drop-out ho gai. Magar kia maalum tha ke us shaks ko sirf Canadian residency chahiye thi. Ye bhi gawara tha. Main aik gherulu Pakistani larki ki tarah kaam bhi kerti, ghar bhi sambhalti. Phir meri do betian paida ho gai. Canadian citizenship milte hi mere shohar ne university chor di aur kaam bhi chor diya. Ghar ka saara baar mujh pe aa para. Do betioN ki wajah se talaq ka soch bhi nahi sakti thi. Ghar ke ikhrajat barhte gaye. Meri akeli job se guzara mushkil hota chala gaya. Kisi ne mashwara diya massage therapist ban jao. So yahan wahan se waqt aur paise nikal ker certification ker hi li aur aik massage center main job mil gai.
Aik roz paise ki musalsal tangi se tang aa ker main ne 'handsome tip' ke liye aik client ko 'hand job' diya. Gunah aur sharam ke aehsas is qadar shadeed tha ke main dil main darud shariff ka wird ker rahi thi! Ahista ahista sab kuch lutana shuru ker diya! Har raat apne khuda se muafi maang ke soti aur har subah betioN ke chehre ki raunaq ke liye wahi kaam phir se kerne lagti!
Sach poocho to Shahi Mohalla ho ya Saskatchewan! PaisoN ki asoodgi ke liye aurat ne mukhtalif roop main jism ka karobar kiya hai. Ye koi nai baat nahi!
Magar aik baat bohat ajeeb hai - jo buraii hamain patal ki taraf dakhelti hai - wahi apne allah se qareeb bhi kerti hai. Amma ki saum-o-salat ki pabandi ki samjh ab aayi!
Jab bazari aurat apne Allah ke huzur khari hoti hai to riya-kaari se aari hoti hai. Apni saari aalaishaiN apne rab ke aage rakh ke haath bandh ke saza ke liye khari ho jaati hai - aur woh rahim har raat us ki khta bhaksh deta hai. ye to insaan hi hai - jo sangsaari ka pathar liye us ke peeche dorta rehta hai!
Meri Ma aik ajeeb aurat thi - aik taraf woh pesha kerne wali aurat thi - aur dusri taraf namaz roze ki paband. Ajeeb si baat thi.
Amma ke kai dost the - bulke yun kaho - kai yaar the. Unki badolat, Amma ko TV pe kaam mil gaya. Amma ne jab TV pe kaam kerna shuru kiya to use aehsaas huwa ke ye duniya bohat bari hai. Wahan Amma pe Canada se aane wala aik shaks aashiq ho gaya. Amma ne moqa ganimat jaana - usse se shadi ki - aur hum sab Canada aa gaye.
Amma ko dar tha ke bare Shahr main rahe to koi purana janne wala nikal aaye ga. Amma ki dua jo qabul hui thi - usne toba ker li thi. Hum sab Canada ke province Saskatchewan aa gaye. Main wahin, aik chote se town 'Prince Albert' main bari hui. Aik normal Canadian zindagi thi. Abhi high school main thi ke wahin Pakistan se University of Saskatchewan aane wale aik Pakistani se mohabbat aur shadi ho gai. Main high school drop-out ho gai. Magar kia maalum tha ke us shaks ko sirf Canadian residency chahiye thi. Ye bhi gawara tha. Main aik gherulu Pakistani larki ki tarah kaam bhi kerti, ghar bhi sambhalti. Phir meri do betian paida ho gai. Canadian citizenship milte hi mere shohar ne university chor di aur kaam bhi chor diya. Ghar ka saara baar mujh pe aa para. Do betioN ki wajah se talaq ka soch bhi nahi sakti thi. Ghar ke ikhrajat barhte gaye. Meri akeli job se guzara mushkil hota chala gaya. Kisi ne mashwara diya massage therapist ban jao. So yahan wahan se waqt aur paise nikal ker certification ker hi li aur aik massage center main job mil gai.
Aik roz paise ki musalsal tangi se tang aa ker main ne 'handsome tip' ke liye aik client ko 'hand job' diya. Gunah aur sharam ke aehsas is qadar shadeed tha ke main dil main darud shariff ka wird ker rahi thi! Ahista ahista sab kuch lutana shuru ker diya! Har raat apne khuda se muafi maang ke soti aur har subah betioN ke chehre ki raunaq ke liye wahi kaam phir se kerne lagti!
Sach poocho to Shahi Mohalla ho ya Saskatchewan! PaisoN ki asoodgi ke liye aurat ne mukhtalif roop main jism ka karobar kiya hai. Ye koi nai baat nahi!
Magar aik baat bohat ajeeb hai - jo buraii hamain patal ki taraf dakhelti hai - wahi apne allah se qareeb bhi kerti hai. Amma ki saum-o-salat ki pabandi ki samjh ab aayi!
Jab bazari aurat apne Allah ke huzur khari hoti hai to riya-kaari se aari hoti hai. Apni saari aalaishaiN apne rab ke aage rakh ke haath bandh ke saza ke liye khari ho jaati hai - aur woh rahim har raat us ki khta bhaksh deta hai. ye to insaan hi hai - jo sangsaari ka pathar liye us ke peeche dorta rehta hai!
7 comments:
She is so right. Allah wants to keep His door open for everyone and her clients may not know it but they may not be as close to Allah.
Do we as Muslims pray as she does?
And wat about that " namaz behayaai k kamon say rokti hay "
Allaha ke yeha kaun kay hai yeh koi nahi bata sakta......lakin yeh blog padne k bad toa yehi laga ki "mei woh Insan hu jis ki hath mei wo pathar hai".......Allaha humey teri marafat de....taki hum tere bando ko mehsus kar sake...humari soach badal de aey mere Allaha......Very touch by this blog
Yes, ان الصلواۃ تنھےا عن الفحشآئ I believe, Have so many examples. Just see that this girl's mother married, got out of that shahi mohalla and came to Canada
Who knows how this girls future will save her
Yes Allah ki batain Allah hi janay pus hamain apni pasaiey ka zu'm nahin hwna chahiyay
Allah ham sab ko hidayat day
Uncle: We love to be judgemental
Rida: Uncle gave a very precise answer to your querry
Shaan mian! beech beech main kahan gaib ho jaate ho?
Tukham Taseeer suhbat ka aasar kabhi nahen jata aata zaror hay
Shabeeh..elaborate please
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